GPOY me at college parties

#I’m reblogging myself because I’m a turd #but this moment THIS MOMENT #this, at its center, is the story of an abused child finally standing up to their abusers #or anyone who has ever felt hurt by their family #THIS, this is when Zuko finally starts becoming the person he was meant to be, not the person his father wants him to be #I can’t wait to see the new Avatar series because I want to see how Zuko was as a Fire Lord #I sincerely hope he was considered the best Fire Lord evarrrr #this moment gives me chills, so many chills #even years, YEARS after I first saw it.

I don’t think I’ve ever been so angry before. 

He ditched on me, to go get high with his friends.

He ditched on me, and my brother and my brother’s fiancee.

I know he has deeper issues than that but I don’t know if I have the strength to carry him anymore.

I am going to have a discussion with him, I am going to list what pain his addiction has caused me, and I am going to tell him that if he doesn’t try to fix these things, then I will break up with him. 

And I don’t want to. 

Oh god how I don’t want to. 

But sometimes you have to do what you don’t want to, because it’s good for you. Because you need to.

And I’m so in love with him but I’m at my wit’s end.

I can’t carry him anymore. If he doesn’t start helping himself, I’m leaving.

Talking to my sister today was hard. 

She’s so pretty. She doesn’t understand.

I’m nobody’s first choice, not even my parent’s.

I know I am.

And I know how to do it right. 

I know how to play innocent.

I know how to play dumb.

And it’s just so fun watching you crumble.

You are so arrogant. Do you even realize this about yourself? 

If I do this right, I can have you wrapped around my finger and the whole time you won’t even realize it’s me.